by Melissa

 family  relationships

So much pain.

So much sorrow.

Tears that don’t end until tomorrow.

Yesterday he was standing there,

Today he’s gone nowhere near.

My heart is breaking.

My body’s shaking.

Where did he go.

I’ll never know.

I’m so ashamed.

Am I to blame.

He won’t speak.

He won’t write.

If he did I’d fear we’d fight.

I still love him inside and out.

Please oh please.

Help me to understand.

The pain I feel.

What it’s really about.


Massachusetts - August 15, 2010